The Spiders Web

Mood : TURKEYD

Listening to : Put em up - Deceptikonz [Heavy Rotation]

Watching : You Dont KNow - Eminem, 50cent, Cashis, Loyd Banks [on MTV]

Randomish shtuff : okay yeh its been awhile since ive updated, been getting alot of emails from you blogzombies [as usually is the case when i havent updated for a while] and fear not, im not dead. I mean, how could someone as amazing as me just die without coming back from the dead to tell ppl i died in my blog? its just not possible now is it. . . so . . . where have i been? alot of people have asked me that, well i guess i should start from teh start here.

bet you were expecting me to start right there huh? well i will tell but in a diff segment, ive got abit to do before i do the whole truthfull deep and meaning full thing, so here goes.

Random fact of the day : the DIRTYBRICKROAD - my album, back in the works, should be done by end of 2007 if not before. [damn uni fizucking slows shizat down]

Quote of the MOMENT : "What is this? AMATEUR HOUR?" - Ron Burgendy, Annchorman

Other shtuff : well okay as promised . . . it stareted a few months back i suppose, as you may well be aware for the several years that you have been reading about the spideRs life, ive kept one group of individuals closer to me than family, a group which consisted of a mix match riff raff of individuals. Trevor Young [who ive known since Kindergarden and at one point trusted with my life], Jonathan Marsh [a like minded individual who i clicked with the very minute i met him], Ben Warbrooke [the smart one in the group, his competitiveness was a major inspiration in my life], Mitesh Unka [tho not as sharp as the other knives he was dependable] and Krishal Chand [ i took the piss out of him and somehow a friendship and level of respect was developed] . . . well as stated earlyer [and those of you who have been reading the spideR's web since before i had to rebuild the blog from scratch for the second time <due to other blogsites being complete fag> will know who they are] these individuals were mmy closest of frends. well anyways, a few months back for some reason shit went bad between myself and Ben, and soon after i found myself excluded from the very group i helped build. He [and the others] would not tell me why this was, i hear through the grapevines his reasons for doing so are that hes jelous at the amount of time im spending with a girl he likes [it was just friends as far as i was concerned, she was mad inlove with her EX who she soon got back with][and she had rejected him twice within a one month timespan, maybe rejected is a harsh word to use but its honest] i later hear from her that he told her it was because i’d changed [it was in the way i dressed or something like that] which is complete bull coz i hadnt changed nothing, my wardrobe at the time was exactly the same as it had been 3 years earlier [consisiting of 2 pairs of jeans, 4 boxers, 3 briefs, 7 pairs of socks, 4 t shirts, 2 formal shirts, my 3 jackets and fave Red Cap] and as far as personality goes, i was as cocky, overconfident and egotistical then as i was  when i was 13 and probably as i will be 10 years from now. besides no one else noticed a change in me. but regardless, i knew ben had a problem with me, i went from being someone hed talk to all the time to the guy he wouldnt even think about texting to save his life. i tried my best to work things out with him, asking if he had a problem with me, he told me to go talk to someone else as he had no time for me. so i went and tried to talk to someone else, at first i thought i was being paranoid, maybe my skitzophrenia was fizucking me over . . . but i wasnt being paranoid, the others had drifted away from me aswell. Not even Trevor wanted to know me. A few days later i call Krishal at his house, andhe confirms it has something to do with the girl, i wont name her, she knows who she is, but i still remain true to wat i told her the last time this issue was bought up "its got nothing to do with her". Well, at first it kinda stung, i had no one i could really turn to, they were the people i went to wen i had a problem. but as time went by, i learned to cope without them and opend myself up more to the people id ignored for so many years, reaslising that you cant dedicate yourself soley to one thing, one group, its selfish. well any ways thats old history and only IN part the reason as to why i havent been blogging. [its also an explaation for a bunch of the previous posts] the rest will be in the next section.

Date : Tuesday 28th November 2006

Time Started : 2 : 00 am

Time Ended :  3 : 10 am

Most played song on itunes :  Pick it up soldier [Deceptikonz - Heavy Rotation]

# of times above song has been played :  25 [itunes stuffed up, all my counters are from scratch]

People im PEEVED with at the mo’ : [List in code and Ana if you tell peeps how to decipher ill add ya name :p]

name   - reason.

582487 - 9687 2 3425!

52872 - 8447 9668 242643, 968 5669 949.

Other JIT : Well anyways, the other reason i havent been posting as much as i really shud be, is because ive been rather ill as of late. My heart condition has been playing up and that in conjunction with a newly developed lung infection means i really cant do much. spent most of my time coughing int a toilet till i got "healthy" enough to move around a bit more, im not back at 100% but im well enough to function as i once did. i have lost a lot of wieght over this all tho. in 2 weeks ive lost 13 kgs, goin from 75 to 62. that cant be good not with my metabolism, but i guess i could make it work for me. just do more exersizing and traing to build up muscle mass.

so yes, thats the reason for my absense, now . . . wats new in my life? My fave cousins in the world are coming round in a few weeks, i thought they was bringing panda with them but they aint so i might go back with them to see her. Possibly getting a job at telecom call centre thru the lovely Shasha and me and sam are goin back on track to working on my album the DIRTYBRICKROAD. things are looking better for me the more i think it. ive been given a chance to start life from a clean slate and this time im not holding back.

this is about the time in the blog where i sign out so here i go.

spideR out.

Contact :  ph, email for it.

               email, The-spiders-web@hotmail.com

               MSN, blogfans see above or for ppl who know

               me in Real life : shadowgaurd@hotmail.com

              TFT - Shadow_spideR @ US.WEST [Clan NZL]

              w0w - Ichiggo @ jubei’thos (troll shammy - lvl 21 w0w innactive atm)

Mood : TURKEYD

Listening to : flava fm

Watching : my fones battery meter, fone radio eats ballz

Randomish shtuff : so anyways, its beent he month of ramadan here in rL and hence ppl have been acting ethiopian all month long. but on a lighter topic, its nearly hari raya and that means . . . its nearly haloween coz that comes after hariraya this year! im so awesome im guna go trick or treatin and get treatses and then mebbe iven haf liek a halloweeeeen party with liek bbqd stuffs. BBQ LOLLIES! w00t i r 4 such genius tiems. anyways im using gasmer speech this is alarmingly disturbing, just wenton a testimonials frenzy, gave one to ilzi and one to all my famzses. you know how i do, tho i kinda cheated coz i copy pasted the one i did for cuz fie and gave the same one to weedz and kaz. im sorry u guys know your my fave cousins tho. its only coz i used all my spur of the moment crazy assed creativity on ilzes. it rhymeses liek woah even. ^_^

Random fact of the day : i can cout to 10 in english

Quote of the MOMENT : "GAME OVER NOOBNUTS, i weeeenandyou [short pause for breath] loooooooooooze, dahahahahahaha, huh?" watching ricardo in a game of cs source, he thort he liek tolly pwnt up this dude, but he got headshotted liek mebbe he didint.

Other shtuff : so anyways, im liek so over the whole getting abandond by my [one tiem best frenz] crew, i dunno, i mean they had the problem with me but were too dropnuts to come tell me wat it was, tis been 3 weeks ive said it once illsay it again. it hurt but now i dun think i care asmuch. which is a good thing coz i can now further my edumacations with less distractions and mebbe if were luck one day ill liek sotp typig everting liek a gaemer does and mebbe even start typing normals wordses. exams coming up in a bit, well do a mental countdown huh? yes i think we shall.

Date : 19th THURSDAY, October 2006

Time Started : 3 : 30 pm

Time Ended :  4 : 15 pm

Most played song on itunes : THIS is halloween - NBC [19/10/06]

# of times above song has been played : 17025

People im PEEVED with at the mo’ : [List in code and Ana if you tell peeps how to decipher ill add ya name :p]

name   - reason.

582487 - 9687 2 3425!

52872 - 8447 9668 242643, 968 5669 949.

Other JIT : so anyways, my creative juices are running low, and by creative juices i ment mental abiltity wise, theres no way i can run low on other creative juices if they not getting used or put to waste so MEH! anyways, im soooooooooooooooooooooooooo and well stop there shall we? went on to bnet lastnight, been takin off of swees mutual frenz list haha. thats almost the internet equivalent of sadness in a gift basket. im just imagining what thatd be now, hmmmm……. something to make u sad that u can put in a gift basket. meh i give up, email me ur pics of sadness in agift basket and u may win a prize no telling wat it could be. entrys for this competition close midnight tonight. that is all.

spideR out

Contact :  ph, email for it.

               email, The-spiders-web@hotmail.com

               MSN, see above

              TFT - Shadow_spideR @ US.WEST [Clan xNoC]

              w0w - Ichiggo @ jubei’thos (troll shammy - lvl 21 atm)

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Mood : B3Y0ND_4V3R4G3

Listening to : FLAVA - on my fone haha, fone radios ftw.

Watching : nothing, too bored to load up youtube

Randomish shtuff : Literally a lyrical demon from the minute he picks up the mic till the instance he puts it down for the crowds, MC DAC spits with a sinister style not commonly seen in NZ HipHop. Hard hitting, to the point and dope on any track he’s put on, the DAC will get you lifted till the point your addicted. Major artist who have influenced him in the past include, Eminem, Ice cube, Obie Trice, Proof and NZ’own Deceptikonz. The illest asian to hit NZ since the Sars epidemic, the DAC pleases the ears with a style sicker than a room fool of h.i.v patients. Prepare yourselves.
the above is wats said about me on the 36t website haha. www.36t.org enter the site and click the info tab for to if you want to see for yourselfvses. cop that JIT! DirtyBricks and 36t for the WEEEN! speaking of weens, its nearing that time of year where little kidses dress up and scare old people shitless and rob them of all theyre candies. i love halloween. like THIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIS much.

okay next section shall we?

Random fact of the day : tamaki campus is extremely boring when u have no frenz to hang with.

Quote of the MOMENT : "New number ! is that you jellybean?" - me replying to a txt from a new number which i correctly guessed was gemmzas

Other shtuff : yes yes yes indeedy, i have a real scratchy throat. no ones being very talkatif and im annoyed with the fact that my sniffles are gone. its geting pretty close to ‘tiem to gaps from this place’ o’clock. and yeh, mesa isa gettin back into the blogging because well, im sick of being to stuborn to not share my life with you helpless hopeless pathetically interesting [and i agree that is quite the conundrum of possibilties there] BLOGZOMBIES! mesa loveses you. lmFao, anyways sobering up, and cleaning up my act. HAHA! sif, none the less your all in for a new and maybe improved DINO! neither spideR nor Harvest0rer, but very possibly a combined combinationarly combo of the 3 of us, one who of which makes even less sence than this very statement that you are presently reading could make if u were smart enought to decipher. lol kk no more calling you lot dumb. . . for now.

Date : 17th TUESDAY, October 2006

Time Started : 4 : 50 pm

Time Ended :  5 : 25 pm

Most played song on itunes : THIS is halloween - NBC [17/10/06]

# of times above song has been played : 17025

People im PEEVED with at the mo’ : [List in code and Ana if you tell peeps how to decipher ill add ya name :p]

name   - reason.

582487 - 9687 2 3425!

52872 - 8447 9668 242643, 968 5669 949.

Other JIT : so yeh, i like bared my soul and confessed a while back, that was interesting and so anyways, i still stand by every word i said, non takebacks etc etc. tho i must admit i feel i had been rather stingy in only thinkin of myself as i said it, nothitnkin of wat effect it would have onyour life etc etc. for taht ill apologise tho i doubt its had any real affect. wat really irks me tho is that i cant help but wonder wat if id said something earlier? like if i had said something lastyear or the year before or the year before that. i dunno, i guess tho i like to act sif im non human, i still have fears, and i was scared that the response would have been tres negatif, the difference b’tween then and now [in relation to why i finally spilled the beanz] is that i still fear all of that its just now i know its bettet to say than to not say at all. and err… i am ][ )) ][ ][\][ (( )) and i                 ][_, ][_][  ][2, \\// ][E            ][_][                   ][_,  ][  ][4  ][E                           ][/\][ (( )) ][/\][. haha how nerd are i? very many if any.

erm . . . anyways . . .i think im posting something on deviantart tonight, also i shud like to update my dictionary tonight aswell. i dunno depends on how busy i am and whether i rememebr or non tonight wen i ghet home, that travel along the dirty brick roads to my place can get rather though distracting etc etc etc. oooh suns out and its non so windy, this should be funz0r. kk gone

spideR out.

Contact :  ph, email for it.

               email, The-spiders-web@hotmail.com

               MSN, see above

              TFT - Shadow_spideR @ US.WEST [Clan xNoC]

              w0w - Ichiggo @ jubei’thos (troll shammy - lvl 21 atm)

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Mood : TURKEY’D

Listening to : ppls whisperd convos, cbf putting head fones on

Watching : random clips on youtube

Randomish shtuff : so anyways, met up with sunshiine today to get the ‘blanck’ discs off her, ill post again tonight to confirm withthe world that they are in fact non blank and taht she is ubber noob : j’k sunshiine u know i know ur too pro ^^ anyways, yeh after taht i got broed and decided to learn some marketting but it  was so boring i would have much rather drilled a few holes into my own forhead and then mounted myself up by a screw t the ceiling so i could spin in circles while tryna dodge the spining rotataing fan like device that wasnt on the roof at all. anyways im at uni, this is a quickie so im not guna talk much, all i can say is WHY have a picture of dices up on EVERY slide if they have nothing to do with your topic?

Random fact of the day : i have 2 thumbses

Quote of the MOMENT : ‘he said he was coming over for some weedeating and i was like YEH ^^ ‘ [thomas misheard that whole conversation]

Other shtuff : yeh ive got nothing to post here that cant wait till tonight, lmao. ttyl

Date : 29th FRIDAY, Semptember 2006

Time Started : 3 : 00 pm

Time Ended :  3 : 25 pm

Most played song on itunes : THIS is halloween - NBC [9/10/06]

# of times above song has been played : 17025

People im PEEVED with at the mo’ : [List in code and Ana if you tell peeps how to decipher ill add ya name :p]

name   - reason.

582487 - 9687 2 3425!

52872 - 8447 9668 242643, 968 5669 949.

Other JIT : no seriusly, i have nothing to say, well except for the fact that bleach tolly PWNS all. gg no re.

Contact :  ph, email for it.

               email, The-spiders-web@hotmail.com

               MSN, see above

              TFT - Shadow_spideR @ US.WEST [Clan xNoC]

              w0w - Ichiggo @ jubei’thos (troll shammy - lvl 14 atm)

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Mood : HEXHAUSTED

Listening to : Stan - eminem featuring dido.

Watching : [lunar] bleach episodes FTO!

Randomish shtuff : yeh well, ive been gone for a while now havent i? theres been alot to deal with, alot of things that need setting straight. etc etc etc. neways, ive had it with wallowing in self pity, thats so non spider ya know. ive also ahd it with being mad. id say id had it with life in general, but thatd just be my non sleep speaking, [from last wednesday y0].

meh, so yeh, since the dramma on fri, i lft clan nzc, and joined xNoC which rhymes with eggnogg y0. well yeh, but at that, i dunno, i cant really play at the moment, its like im there physically but my mind wanders and my hearts not in it. so why bother right? i mean, i shudnt even bother doing sumething i dont feel i wanna do.

*psychiatric note #271 : subject seems to have lost the will to fight, the very essense of his being has been shred into tiny unrepairable fragments, it seems all thats left now is the ego produced by large amounts of alcohol consumption.

meh, yeh my ego could become a problem. i mean its bad enuff without gettin drowned.  anyways,

yeh, im happy. not for myself but for you and you know who you are so i dont hafta say who the you are as it should have made itself quite clear in the fact that im not refering to you by your name and only by you. tho on a side note, and i dont mean to offend but if , and im guna be higly metaphorical with this one so bear with me. you prolly wont read this anyways. so here goes : you and your at partner have been gaming for a while now then one day you at partner decideds to leave but then after several days/weeks/months of not being your at partner decides that he/she/it really misses you and wants to start pwning up wif you again in ats, coz this makes you both feel good. so you do for a while but in under a week your at partner decides to leave again. . . but regrets this decision alomst as fast as it was made. your back to ating for a third tiem, i feel you couild do better, im not saying that i, nor anyone i know is better, just that. . . but it really doesnt matter, so long as your happy everything is ok, so my opinions dont matter and should be regarded as verbal diarhea for the time being… i dunno maybe its just co i dun wana see you = (U), wow this wasnt as metaphorical as i thott itd be. damn im so noob.

Random fact of the day : its not smart to bottle.

Quote of the MOMENT : "they r 4 slice" - me, talking to ana and steph todays in reference tot he em0s we saw.

Other shtuff : yeh, i may have been a dick monday, sounded like, appeared as to be one . .  im sorry. it has been a rough week for me  tho. i shouldnt use that as an excuse. so i wont. thing is ive run outa things to say, guna get me some jack skellington merchandice and maybe if i can find, oogie boogie man too. that is all

Date : 03rd TUESDAY, October 2006

Time Started : 8 : 50 pm

Time Ended :  10 : 10 pm

Most played song on itunes : THIS is halloween - NBC [03/10/06]

# of times above song has been played : 17025

People im PEEVED with at the mo’ : [List in code and Ana if you tell peeps how to decipher ill add ya name :p]

name   - reason.

582487 - 9687 2 3425!

52872 - 8447 9668 242643, 968 5669 949.

Other JIT : ive doent eh whole share my feelings thing that ive decided i hafta do nowdays, not becoase i wanna but becoase i hafta, if i continue to bottle things then theyr guna consume me. so expect me to come here everynow and then and release some of my thotts and feelings on matters i normally wouldnt havelet u read about my life. and with that said, nuff said

spideR out.

Contact :  ph, email for it.

               email, The-spiders-web@hotmail.com

               MSN, see above

              TFT - Shadow_spideR @ US.WEST [Clan xNoC]

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